My Reflection 2024
My year 2024 began with a past excruciating pain that was not getting resolved .A year that was full of confusion where no ray of hope. I felt I was just living for the sake of living .I left my job as per the contract on March ,31 2024 with a hope may be that I will find peace now.I did a little travel to Badrinath and the adjoining area,but the quest for better remained unresolved.My Bangalore visit for a couple of months was an eye opener.I found that the city was running very fast. An humongous crowd has made the city busy but at the same time. I was still unprepared for the new challenges I felt more lonely.May be it was because I was not working. I only needed solace as I was afraid to venture into new.
A little energy I was able to gather when I joined a free yoga course of HABuild.I did it for passing my time.I had no idea whether I really wished to continue it ahead to improve myself.
A change in terms of regularity dawned upon me when I joined it again in the month of August.My 45 minutes session gave me a company where I could talk to myself and try to be better too.
As I was going through a horrific time ,my personal life was completely shattered,I had lost my ability to think,hold and respond.My physical health was also not good but by this time I was determined (though not sure ) to work upon my own self.Yes,I became a consistent yoga doer and with each passing month I was improving.My cholesterol level, triglycerides ,liver slowly started responding positively.After three months my reports came normal. I understood it was my mental strength which helped me do this.
Yoga,has made me understand my own self .The meditation classes on Saturdays are blessings.I am able to connect myself with the Almighty now.
There are pains but now my mental strength has made me realise not to bother about it.Now I am able to walk alone without being unnecessarily bothered about what people will say .Yes,I can say I have changed .I know I have changed for the better.
Dear 2025 I do manifest a lot from you. This time I ask you to be more considerate and full of warmth towards me. Guide me to live my rest life with some productive work.I want to travel and meet people around ,want to see good happenings to embrace, I want always to be in the proximity of God and Guru. Hope their blessings be with me for ever now.
